Ever So Willing

It expands my faith to know that God is not limited to working in ways that I can understand. –Sandra Byrd

What a precious time it has been here in Ecuador thus far. My mind and soul have fully been in this place, in this moment. Intertwined with deep thoughts and praises. I’m in awe at the magnitude of His love- For us and for the beloved people that we are surrounded by. In awe for His perfect plan that we couldn’t even see. And in awe, that all along, He has been laying out an upright path that we had no idea we were walking. One that would make our hearts sing more than we’ve ever experienced.

Today is the first day I have felt that prompting to write. The first few days, I always seem to find myself in a deep state of observation and reflection- a stillness and a desire to comprehend where God is leading and what He is speaking. Sometimes it’s revealed in grand ways but sometimes, it’s in the gentle whispers. A simple word or look from a human being that sends goosebumps down your spine where you can hear Him say,

“Walk this way child.”

“Hug her a little tighter.”

“Make sure she knows how much her Father loves her.”

 “Make sure he knows that he is worthy of my love.”

“Let her know that I am close to her broken heart.”

We come trusting that God is going to move mountains but it never fails to amaze us how He blows our miniscule expectations out of the water and does things in a mighty way that only He could do. In moments where obedience seems scary, this makes it all worth that leap of faith and a yes.

We had the privilege of having a group of precious people over to the house from a village up the mountain about 30 minutes away. It was mainly women and children and one of the husbands. We prepared coffee, soda, empanadas, and cookies to have that fellowship time with them.

I had been asked to share a little of my testimony and devotion as our friend translated. Sitting in the living room, it’s as if time stopped. I was reminded of a life changing moment that Carlos spoke into me nearly five years ago here- That love has NO language. When I looked into the very eyes of those precious people that God cherished so much, I could feel so much, even without words spoken mouth to mouth. But love was there. It is universal. It is felt. And it is understood no matter what continent or country we are on. Thank goodness that God is love, and a simple smile, a hug, or eye contact that tells all- expresses His love not by words but by the beloved power of silence. Sometimes that feeling leaves more of an impact than any word that could ever be spoken.

1 John 3:18 says “Dear children, let’s not merely say that we love each other, les us show the truth by our actions. This is how we know that we belong to the truth and how we set our hearts at rest in His presence.”

This trip so far looks nothing like anything we had envisioned as par for the course. That’s the funny thing about God’s plan, it’s always better than ours. It’s more divine and it’s more powerful than anything we could have possibly envisioned. Because it’s perfect.

A lot of joyful tears come with revelation after revelation of what He had been doing all along. Tears from His precious children running up and wrapping their arms around you and not letting go. Tears from watching whales play and feed off the porch in the middle of a deep conversation talking about His goodness and beauty. Tears from waking up day in and day out- watching your husband serve with his whole heart and doing things that one day you only thought could be a dream. Tears from the realization that God does still perform miracles and answer prayers. Tears from building relationships with precious people that you know God placed there. Tears from God giving us scary opportunity then revealing His strength that became ours in the midst of it when we didn’t think we could. Forgive me for ever not trusting you enough.

Being here, and cherishing these precious moments near and far is still strengthening that song that He began so many years ago. His grace in faithfulness is ever so perfect and our hearts right now are ever so willing.

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The McLeod's

Welcome to our blog! We’re glad you stopped by and we hope you come back and visit. We want you to be a part of our journey! We are John and Chelsea McLeod. Best friends who are embracing the most precious gift of marriage and life. On the way to be full time missionaries and currently living a life mentoring those broken by addiction from both sides of the pain- loved ones and those struggling with addiction. Here you will find our recorded histories of life, love, struggles, and the journeys that encompass our wanderlust spirits all with an unfailing love for God and His ever so perfect redemption and grace over our lives. Here lies a safe place where our minds wander off into the deepest places with documentation to never be erased. We don’t want our memories to fall between the cracks somewhere, so we write. We don’t want to forget how far God has brought us, so we make records that will prayerfully live on for generations and give others hope who have lost theirs. We met in the most divine of appointments thousands of miles apart that only God could orchestrate. Had our first date watching a fiery sunset go down over the Georgia coast, and ultimately fell in love over kindred spirits that beat for where and what God passionately filled our hearts with. Hindsight, and years later, we can see that God had big plans all along that we couldn’t see. Through our broken pasts, He was preparing us for each other and a future of redemption and testimony. {{{{Everyone has a story and this is ours:}}}}} He’s a Georgia boy, she’s a Carolina girl. ----Hi, I’m Chelsea!---- I’m a native Carolina girl who loves to explore anywhere I’ve never been. An old soul and an extroverted-introvert with a deep heart that overflows with passion and a hunger for God to use me to change this world for the better. Mysterious and meek to the eye, and particularly passionate for the very things that set my heart on fire, especially the things and people that my heart beats for. I get filled up in the untouched outdoors where I can always see and feel His splendor. I am a Master cosmetologist by trade with a BA in Social Work and Counseling. These which intermix daily. I absolutely love the career that God has placed me in and daily, it allows me to love on people all around me. If I can make one person smile a day, my heart holds a fullness that keeps me coming back for more. I believe in forgiveness and miracles because I’ve witnessed them both. I don’t want my life to be about what I accomplished but what God accomplished through me. To me, I’ve learned that in life there is good and bad, right and wrong, excuses and no excuses. But alongside of these very things is engulfed with a ton of grace, growth, and redemption. I don’t ever want to pay the cost of not following my heart, by spending the rest of my life wishing I had. ----Hi, I’m John!---- I’m a born and bred Georgia boy where my blood runs strong with salt water. I was born and raised on the coast where everything I did was engulfed with water and the outdoors. I’m a bold soul with a gentle spirit who loves to help others in any way that I can to believe in themselves and God’s plan over their lives. By trade I hold the title of professional hunter and fisher with a 100 ton captain’s license. What started in Georgia took me out to Alaska where I found my career there, then south Florida and the open blue water. I’ve seen a lot and experienced a lot of God’s beauty and I will be forever grateful for that. Today I’ve taken on the title of “Fisher of men.” After enduring a wearisome season of addiction, God called me to use my pain to help others in addiction ministry and it has become one of the greatest joys of my life. It’s what I live for in showing people they can overcome something that most think they can’t. Offering hope where there is none. Testifying that something they always thought they would be, is only a season that God is ready and wants to use. Where Chelsea serves alongside me pouring into the loved ones. It’s where my passion is, it’s where we love to help others find freedom the same way we did. Today, Chelsea and I are grateful for our struggles because we know that what the enemy meant for evil, God used for good. Here we will write and share. Not to glorify us, but to glorify Him and what He is doing in our lives. The magnificent ways that He is moving and the unfathomable circumstances that He has and will bless us with. All glory goes to Him. We hope you enjoy!!

2 comments

  • Megen Smith's avatar

    I absolutely loved reading this through smiles and tears! The pictures are wonderful too! I can’t wait to hear more about it! We are continuing to pray for you and John. We love y’all!

  • Leanne Rogers Lovell's avatar

    Thankful for your hearts to serve, to be love and to share Christ! May God continue to move in the simplest ways that have the biggest impact! Praying hearts are open to Him and for husbands to lead their families that the seeds you plant today will reap a bounty harvest! Thanks for sharing.. I love keeping up with y’all!! ❤️❤️

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