Day 5. Love is patient, Love is kind

You will impact people, you’ll touch peoples live. You’ll be an hour for some, a week, months, or years for others. And for a few you will be in their veins. You’ll touch them in a way that never releases them. You will touch people’s lives and people will touch yours… And somewhere along the way it will be at the same time. Two brave souls. Leaping and surrendering together. Leading up to today, I was able to enjoy fellowship with the couple who has touched my soul forever. A woman named Sabina and her husband Angel. She is 86 and he is 88. She is the one I wrote about yesterday that stands not even 5 feet tall with the most precious little angelic face. We painted their house earlier in the week, and from that second she has held a special place in my heart. She would just stare at me and smile. I didn’t know what she was thinking, but I felt as if we were riding the same wave lengths. She is a beautiful soul who defines the term “selfless.” Ceasar, Hannah, and I went today to take her and her husband the audio bible that we had promised her. They were so happy to see us. Her house stands off the ground on almost 2×4’s and consists of one room. The bed on one side with a little mermaid blanket for covers, and a burner and wood table on the other side for their kitchen separated by a sheet. They had one dresser type piece that held their personal pieces. As we were sitting there talking, she brought a plate of fresh fried plantains which is a staple here and glasses of fresh fruit juice for each of us. They tell us not to drink or eat anything here from people, but we could not turn down the gesture. This couple has nothing, and when I say nothing, I mean completely barren. We sat there for the next couple of hours and listened and talked. Ceasar taught them how to use the bible reader. This part was incredible. She kept calling it a “cell phone.” Some things that are so simple to us are so special to them. He handed her the headphones and taught her how to put them in their ears. They had never seen nor used headphones. Her husband put them in and just sat there and listened to the bible with no intentions of stopping. This couple cannot read or write. And to my disbelief this is the first time they have ever heard the “Bible.” They have never had one because they could not read it. God overwhelmed my soul. I wanted to speak at that point, but all I could do was sit back with tears in my eyes and take all of God’s glory in at that very moment. To see this woman’s smile and this man’s urge to learn at almost 90 years old taught me so much. It’s never too late, no matter what. Sitting in their house today made me feel so selfish and so spoiled. Things I worry about, and shouldn’t. We discussed Matthew 6:25-34 and how God will always provide, for we need not worry because he has already taken care of it. I was sitting there thinking about all that they had to worry about: their health isn’t good, what they will eat, and where they will get water. My burdens are nothing compared to theirs. Goodness, there is so very much that I take for granted. The simplicity and the beauty of life in general. The material things in life that I don’t even need. These people have nothing, and make do. They understand what life truly is without the material things that sometimes our world makes us think will make us happy. It reminded me of the book of Ecclesiastes and how Solomon explains why material things will never make you rich, only the joy of the Lord. I watched her wash her dishes from a little tiny bucket sitting on her broken wooden plywood table. I watched her prepare one little fish that her and her husband would split for their meal. They had 4 non-matching cups, and only 4 plates to their name. There was no bathroom or shower in their home, nor was there a light. I sat there pondering upon what do they do all day. We have so many distractions in our world, and I wondered how much slower their world is, and what their thoughts consist of compared to ours with the busyness that we flood our lives with. She thanked us so many times for visiting and for the bible. She told us the bible makes her feel at peace. The thing that was shown through all of this was that God is everywhere. God is in America, Ecuador, China, or Poland. He pervades every area that we will ever go with our help as stewards for him. God is in the richest places and the poorest of places. God is God and God is always there and God loves each and every one of us as we are his children. I am so beyond grateful for this sweet couple who opened my eyes to God even more today. They opened my eyes to the true meaning of selfless, and they opened my eyes to see God’s love first hand. They may have never read the Bible, but they sure have a God heart. I hugged them so tight when I left the house today. I don’t know if I will ever see them again, I hope that I do, but I was at peace walking out of that house with the 2 hours of my life that we spent with them that I will never forget. Everything, and I mean everything is a divine plan of God’s. Had we of come back in June, we may have never met this couple to paint their house, which in turn led to today. Had Janette and Carlos of never met and fell in love, this ministry here in Ecuador wouldn’t be alive and strong. Had Amy had not of sat in my chair that day that she did in the salon, I wouldn’t be here in Ecuador on a trip that would change my life forevermore. I love seeing God’s divine plan unfolding. It never ceases to amaze me at how his hands are intricately immersed throughout every second of my life for his greater good. Has this week hurt at points? More than I can explain. I’ve put people in my heart who I don’t know if I will ever get to see or hug again. I have seen so many poverty stricken areas that I know I can’t fix like I want to. I see people hurting, and I know there is nothing I can do. And for those of you who know me, that absolutely kills me because I am a fixer. I want to make it all better. And sometimes I don’t know my purpose here, and I don’t know God’s plan for me, but I know that I have one. And I know I may never see it or know it. But I trust him, and I trust in what he is doing in the lives of these people and what he is doing in my life. Thank you Lord for choosing me to love on these people of Bolivar.

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The McLeod's

Welcome to our blog! We’re glad you stopped by and we hope you come back and visit. We want you to be a part of our journey! We are John and Chelsea McLeod. Best friends who are embracing the most precious gift of marriage and life. On the way to be full time missionaries and currently living a life mentoring those broken by addiction from both sides of the pain- loved ones and those struggling with addiction. Here you will find our recorded histories of life, love, struggles, and the journeys that encompass our wanderlust spirits all with an unfailing love for God and His ever so perfect redemption and grace over our lives. Here lies a safe place where our minds wander off into the deepest places with documentation to never be erased. We don’t want our memories to fall between the cracks somewhere, so we write. We don’t want to forget how far God has brought us, so we make records that will prayerfully live on for generations and give others hope who have lost theirs. We met in the most divine of appointments thousands of miles apart that only God could orchestrate. Had our first date watching a fiery sunset go down over the Georgia coast, and ultimately fell in love over kindred spirits that beat for where and what God passionately filled our hearts with. Hindsight, and years later, we can see that God had big plans all along that we couldn’t see. Through our broken pasts, He was preparing us for each other and a future of redemption and testimony. {{{{Everyone has a story and this is ours:}}}}} He’s a Georgia boy, she’s a Carolina girl. ----Hi, I’m Chelsea!---- I’m a native Carolina girl who loves to explore anywhere I’ve never been. An old soul and an extroverted-introvert with a deep heart that overflows with passion and a hunger for God to use me to change this world for the better. Mysterious and meek to the eye, and particularly passionate for the very things that set my heart on fire, especially the things and people that my heart beats for. I get filled up in the untouched outdoors where I can always see and feel His splendor. I am a Master cosmetologist by trade with a BA in Social Work and Counseling. These which intermix daily. I absolutely love the career that God has placed me in and daily, it allows me to love on people all around me. If I can make one person smile a day, my heart holds a fullness that keeps me coming back for more. I believe in forgiveness and miracles because I’ve witnessed them both. I don’t want my life to be about what I accomplished but what God accomplished through me. To me, I’ve learned that in life there is good and bad, right and wrong, excuses and no excuses. But alongside of these very things is engulfed with a ton of grace, growth, and redemption. I don’t ever want to pay the cost of not following my heart, by spending the rest of my life wishing I had. ----Hi, I’m John!---- I’m a born and bred Georgia boy where my blood runs strong with salt water. I was born and raised on the coast where everything I did was engulfed with water and the outdoors. I’m a bold soul with a gentle spirit who loves to help others in any way that I can to believe in themselves and God’s plan over their lives. By trade I hold the title of professional hunter and fisher with a 100 ton captain’s license. What started in Georgia took me out to Alaska where I found my career there, then south Florida and the open blue water. I’ve seen a lot and experienced a lot of God’s beauty and I will be forever grateful for that. Today I’ve taken on the title of “Fisher of men.” After enduring a wearisome season of addiction, God called me to use my pain to help others in addiction ministry and it has become one of the greatest joys of my life. It’s what I live for in showing people they can overcome something that most think they can’t. Offering hope where there is none. Testifying that something they always thought they would be, is only a season that God is ready and wants to use. Where Chelsea serves alongside me pouring into the loved ones. It’s where my passion is, it’s where we love to help others find freedom the same way we did. Today, Chelsea and I are grateful for our struggles because we know that what the enemy meant for evil, God used for good. Here we will write and share. Not to glorify us, but to glorify Him and what He is doing in our lives. The magnificent ways that He is moving and the unfathomable circumstances that He has and will bless us with. All glory goes to Him. We hope you enjoy!!

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